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Welcome to year 32 of this train wreck! So, I told you about my mental health, well I have been self-sabotaging for the past seven months. I wanted out of my marriage. I wanted to have independence both for myself and my money. I felt like the husband was never allowing me to do what I wanted, with the money I made. I wanted to try to take care of myself, because I had never had that chance to, but the husband would not listen to what I was saying about how desperate I was to leave.
Now, I do NOT in anyway mean I wanted to leave my children. I am talking about having more independence as in taking care of myself.
I knew, because he had said this before previously in our marriage that the only way we would ever split up is if I cheated on him, SO!!
You can probably guess what crazy pants, meds not working, desperate me did. You got it! I cheated on my husband. I am not proud of this choice I made. I do not recommend listening to any relationship advice I may give out in the future.
I told him about what I did on our last fight which was, April 25th 2022. I know this because the next day changed my life.
I know you are very invested in this story now and you are wondering how a day, just over one week ago changed my life.
Well if you want those answers you need to keep reading...
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